Recently, a lot of things seem to be going on or maybe it's all in my head.  I am feeling the weight of the "real world", as they say.  Every decision seem to count, every move seem to affect my future... the big question I ask: "What do I really want to be?!" (What career, my future plans, my gameplan...)

And with all these confusion going on inside my head, I realized that music helps to slow things down... for my thoughts and emotions to calm down...  It helps me sort my thoughts and simply enjoy the moment.  I find myself daydreaming while I'm listening to one.  And while I'm writing this entry, I am currently listening to:

Lifehouse - You and Me

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive